[2003-11-23]_11:23 a.m.
i hate
**and it's over, but it just started. the blood stained the carpet. her heart like a crystal. shes lucid and |||departed|||**
~~it's been a bad day, another bad day. and I cross my heart and hope to die, these dreams of yours are gunna fly~~
**if you don't like being hurt then get away. if you don't like being hurt then please |||don't stay|||**
~~so i fall, i don't wanna feel this small. you know i just |||can't handle this|||... handle this at all~~
**tailgates, long talks. and your superficial friends. shiny, silver Fords that lead us to |||dead ends|||**
~~and if i die, see you won't be so close to me. and i won't be the one who sticks around~~